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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 17:01:46 GMT

Future Personal Shopper says (1:59 AM):
btw i was kidding about the fps thing HAHA
cos cos cos
i forgot my reason
HAHAHA
Hui Shan says (1:59 AM):
SIN TAN!!
HAHA
GEDDIT GEDDIT
Future Personal Shopper says (1:59 AM):
HAHAHAHA YEZ I GET IT
WTHHHHHHHH
Hui Shan says (1:59 AM):
HAHAHA
(Y) WIN.
Future Personal Shopper says (2:00 AM):
CRAZY LAH YOU

Terrifying Tuesday

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:16:08 GMT

hullo

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:42:32 GMT

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 12:35:01 GMT

You are tired,
(I think)
Of the always puzzle of living and doing;
And so am I.

Come with me, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away—
(Only you and I, understand!)

You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and—
Just tired.
So am I.

But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And I knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart—
Open to me!
For I will show you places Nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of Sleep.

Ah, come with me!
I’ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until I find the Only Flower,
Which shall keep (I think) your little heart
While the moon comes out of the sea.

- e.e. cummings

not that we had one in the first place

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 13:40:29 GMT

um, sec3 life over.
Immense pride: 4 essays in 1h30mins. History kias so cool.

H: Are you eating?
N: ... No
H: What are you eating?

S: I like pig intestines
V: It's so disgusting why do you eat intestines?!
G: People eat cockroaches
H: and people eat people

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:34:28 GMT

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:22:26 GMT

Cuz people got me got me questioning
where is the love?

Dear 2,

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 15:36:12 GMT

I might have to give up. I do not think you would be very much affected. Prove me wrong.

A Sad Child

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 14:27:02 GMT

You're sad because you're sad.
It's psychic. It's the age. It's chemical.
Go see a shrink or take a pill,
or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll
you need to sleep.

Well, all children are sad
but some get over it.
Count your blessings. Better than that,
buy a hat. Buy a coat or pet.
Take up dancing to forget.

Forget what?
Your sadness, your shadow,
whatever it was that was done to you
the day of the lawn party
when you came inside flushed with the sun,
your mouth sulky with sugar,
in your new dress with the ribbon
and the ice-cream smear,
and said to yourself in the bathroom,
I am not the favorite child.

My darling, when it comes
right down to it
and the light fails and the fog rolls in
and you're trapped in your overturned body
under a blanket or burning car,

and the red flame is seeping out of you
and igniting the tarmac beside you head
or else the floor, or else the pillow,
none of us is;
or else we all are. 
- Margaret Atwood

tough act to follow

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:00:58 GMT

so angry so angry so upset. Is secret friend right?