I am guilty today but it is okay and I don't think I have ever laughed that much in a day(Weiling & Leena do you see this!) IT'S REALLY VERY FUNNY. I quote from Leena, "DONT BLAME ANYONE IF YOU GET EXPELLED EVEN I CANT SAVE YOU I SWEAR I CANT SAVE YOU YOU WILL BE IN (beep)'S HANDS PLUS (beep) THE IMH AND (beep) LEARNS TO ROCK. TRUST ME HE'LL NEVER LEARN TO ROCK HAHAHAHA." People like you keep me alive in school and I can't believe this(because it's really too soon, I'm not even sec4) but I CAN'T WAIT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF CEDAR.(meaning graduate, not get expelled ha ha) Meanwhile, I'll make the most of the time left with people who make school bearable. I'm not really in the right frame of mind right now and I'm trying very very hard to be sane here and it's really difficult but I am managing and I am trying to calm myself down by listening to sleepy songs.
(Sentence of the day: You look like a pornstar... with clothes on. ) HAHAHA oh no oh no!

Even though I still must emphasize that we are human as well and that "we [still]share the sun, OKAY? SHARE."

I didn't break my promise and I've been waking up in the morning, that is a tremendous progress. Speaking of which, I know my sister sees this, I know, okay. HI SISTER I am very excited that we are going to buy a cake for The Father. I know today(or rather yesterday) is Lee's birthday-speaking of which, Leena, I am very glad you don't have the Porno Picture(yes, the One and Only)- yet I refuse to dedicate a line to her, although I just did.

Joanne I hope you see this I'm quite worried for you + your cell, plus you being worried is making me even more worried, please take care/get well soon! (L)

I am living/feeling/alive and I am so grateful for this it sounds very stupid but I am really really grateful and I hope this lasts even though I know it won't, but at least it happened and I am glad for that.